Falling for Autumn

I confess that when August hits I'm already thinking about Halloween and bonfire night and *cough* Christmas *cough*. Yes, okay, I've been ready for Christmas since Boxing Day 2013. And now that Autumn almost actually here I do ask myself why I wait all year for my favourite season? Why do I wait for hot chocolates  as I sit on my window ledge watching the rain race down it? Why do I wait to bake using only cinnamon and pumpkin? Why do I wait for cosy fires and sweaters that are bigger enough to fit your dad? And it's simple because I'm waiting to relive all the warmth! The warmth of what? I don't quite know!! And why it's not there all year? I really don't know either. And so I've had to settle with the idea that everyone has their season of warmth and mine is Autumn!

Worry

Worry. Worried. Worrying. 

Worry less. Just stop and breathe. Have less cares. 

Wow, thanks for the advice. 

The truth is worrying is important. We all do it. Sometimes it's the little things like paying for your shopping and sometimes it's the big things like a job interview. 

But why do people feel the need to dismiss other people's worries? Because they're not as big as some else's? Because they're irrational? Urmmm, if it matters to someone that much that they worry you shouldn't dismiss it but help them! The fact that you say they should get over it does not stop the importance of that worry! Being a jerk doesn't help anyone.

And you know what; it's okay to worry! I worry, hell I have anxiety. But you know what isn't okay dismissing someone's fear and telling them to stop acting like a child. 

Okay, rant over:)) 

But seriously, worrying is fine. Worrying is normal. And worrying is human. Just don't let it stop you from doing the things you love. 

And here's a quote I like to read when things get over whelming:

1 year from now

In one year from now I will be moved out of my home town, the one I grew up in, the one I had my first love in and then my first heartbreak. And oh boy, it's bittersweet. But there's only one way forward and it's to move on, it doesn't mean you can't look back every now and then. I know I'll visit. And I know I won't forget it, only there's always something better in the distance.